Wednesday, September 30, 2009

'Cause I'm just like a honey bee.........




I love how everything can turn into a No Doubt song!




Ok I hate to talk about the same crap over and over but it makes me feel better to write it out so sorry! Today Jon was yet again moved only this time it was him and his friend Danny. They were put on their own section all day. A little into the start of the project one of the higher ups that is for sure safe until the end poked his head into Jon's area and said "Hey if you guys can finish this by today you are safe from another lay-off." The only problem was that this task was nearly impossible for just two people to finish in a day. Nonetheless they worked the entire day to finish it, no breaks no lunch no nothing and still didn't finish. I am almost positive that they are going to get the boot regardless of what they do, and the others are just messing with them, which if they are that is nothing more than childish and stupid. These are supposed to be grown men. In the construction business your safety doesn't depend on just one day, if they are going to be gone, they will be gone regardless if they finished the task or not.




Of course I had my breakdown today trying to figure out what we are going to do and being pregnant doesn't help when you have to stay strong. We hope he has something else lined up but you just never know. We have money saved but my biggest fear is we go through all of our savings and it still ends up not being enough. I am so sick to death of crying and whining about this, I really am. Crying feels good at the time but it solves nothing! Hopefully all this worry is for nothing and his connections pull through. Send us good "hope you get a job quick" vibes! Since it fits the theme here is the lyrics to the song that describes me to a tee.....enjoy and I will try to make my next entry witty and fun :)




No Doubt---Blue in the Face




Just like a bee rushing to a comb of honey
Why can't you see you look so very funny
You worry yourself sick till you're blue in the face

Relax and sleep, tomorrow isn't leaving
And counting your sheep won't relieve you from this grieving
You worry yourself sick till you're blue in the face
But you'll make ends meet I know you will so please pull up a chair
Take your time the world's not going anywhere
Honey, you worry yourself sick till you're blue in the face

Blue in the face
'Cause you're always in a hurry
Blue in the face
'Cause you always tend to worry
You're just like a honey bee, you panic, you sting, then you die

It's just like you to fret like you do
So take the afternoon and maybe someday soon
You won't have to worry yourself sick till you're blue in the face
But you'll make ends meet I know you will so please pull up a chair
Take your time the world's not going anywhere
Honey, you worry yourself sick till you're blue in the face

Blue in the face
'Cause you're always in a hurry
Blue in the face
'Cause you always tend to worry
You're just like a honey bee, you panic, you sting, then you die
You're just like a honey bee zap!

...Oh, when you're in a state of mind they call anxiety
And you find it very necessary to pull out your hair
Don't be discouraged
Oh, honey have courage
Don't worry yourself sick till you're blue in the face
Like always you worry till you're blue in the face
Honey why worry yourself sick till you're blue in the face

You're always in a hurry
Blue in the face
You always tend to worry
Cause you're just like a honey bee, you panic, you sting, then you die
Just like a honey bee

Blue in the face
You got no time to waste
Slow down the pace
You're turning blue, blue, blue

Blue in the face
You got no time to waste
Slow down the pace
You're turning blue




3 comments:

  1. {Get a job quick vibes}

    You're allowed to bitch. *you're pregnant!*

    I feel for you. Just know, that we're all in the same stupid broke boat togetehr (and MANY have it worse!) When you're feeling overwhelmed, just try to remember that. Money comes and goes, your family, friends, people who care about you- and that tiny little bean! Theres so much to reflect on and be optimistic about.

    *Giving myself this advice right now!*

    Can't wait to see that beautiful pregnant glow and baby bump!
    xoxo

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  2. OH, and you and Jon are ADORABLE!

    Love that new pic of the 3 of you!

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  3. I know I try to think how lucky we are everyday that he has been working this long! Still I dont want to end up in a hole we can't dig ourselves out of.....oh well everything happens for a reason right?

    Thanks for your comments!! and for reading that book lol

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